I am the ocean,
beautiful and cruel.
I will give all I can to you
and stay strong
for those who seek comfort in me.
I can be ugly,
with bitter waves crashing down,
assaulting the innocent beach with my rage.
My waters turn dark to match the maelstrom above me.
Heaven and Earth entwined in a deadly dance,
a violent tango, lashing out at all who dare to tame me but
I am wild and I am free,
the strange combination of melancholic melodies and rapturous rhapsodies.
Fear me.
Loathe me.
Curse me.
Embrace me.
Love me,
for I am like you.
I too, bear secrets no one will ever know.
You see my ire
yet, below this rampaging exterior, I am calm,
lonely and
12 Days of Yuletide Poems Day 8: Diversity by beautyinallthings, literature
Literature
12 Days of Yuletide Poems Day 8: Diversity
There are people unlike me
some who believe in one thing,
ones who disagree.
I know the free spiriits
and the hard nosed.
People who go against mainstream
those who get swept up in it
and some who have you to figure that out.
I have laughed with snow leopards,
dragons and foxes.
Witches, non believers and the devout
all of them have taught me.
Feminists, misogynists,
oversexed and virginal.
Each one has a story,
a tale, a lesson.
And with each meeting,
I see new beauty in the world.
12 Days of Yuletide Poems Day 7: People by beautyinallthings, literature
Literature
12 Days of Yuletide Poems Day 7: People
I learned everything from my brother.
His three years over me
proved to be the wisdom I needed.
Without him, I would be lost.
He keeps a cool head when I am upset.
Now a father,
he is so loving.
My brother, who may never know,
that I have spent my entire life
trying to make him proud of me,
to be as good as he is.
Perhaps I will always be the little sister he fought with
and the little sister who shoved him through a wall.
But he is my brother
and I admire him.
12 Days of Yuletide Poems Day 6: Happy Words by beautyinallthings, literature
Literature
12 Days of Yuletide Poems Day 6: Happy Words
My dearest,
let me gently lay my head on your shoulder.
I am safe in your warmth,
your voice like silk.
Here I know I am welcome.
Here I know, I am home.
12 Days of Yuletide Poems Day 5: Christmas by beautyinallthings, literature
Literature
12 Days of Yuletide Poems Day 5: Christmas
Bright rainbow lights
mixed with the slight scent of pine
that is Christmas.
Children laughing,
excited and overjoyed,
that is Christmas
Happiness bubbles everywhere
smiles never cease
that is Christmas.
12 Days of Yuletide Poems Day 4: Surprise by beautyinallthings, literature
Literature
12 Days of Yuletide Poems Day 4: Surprise
“Cancer”
The word alone strikes fear into hearts.
It is like a herald of death,
stealing time from its victims.
Some are lucky and escape its grasp.
Others are not so fortunate.
Cancer gave her ten days,
ten days to say goodbye,
ten days to prepare herself,
ten days to see her loved ones.
The first day of November came
and she had music playing.
It was soft and soothing so she would relax.
Her son, her brother, her daughter, daughter in law
and the only granddaughter she would ever see
watched her breathing slow down
each breath farther apart
until
it stopped.
I never thought I would only have ten days left with my mother.
12 Days of Yuletide Poetry Day 3: Best Day by beautyinallthings, literature
Literature
12 Days of Yuletide Poetry Day 3: Best Day
The rain fell around us
hot and humid.
Mascara ran down my face
but you didn't mind.
Time was running short and
we had to part.
I held you close, you said sweet things to me.
You, my giant,
I felt so tiny.
And you kissed me,
quick, soft.
In that moment,
I was yours
you were mine.
12 Days of Yuletide Poetry Day 2: Gifts and Giving by beautyinallthings, literature
Literature
12 Days of Yuletide Poetry Day 2: Gifts and Giving
Five gifts are wrapped with ribbon and bows. Each one carefully placed. Soon, they will shred the paper, discard the ribbon and ignore the bows. The looks on the faces of the five little children I have watched grow will be worth the crowds, the paper cuts and the hassle. What will I receive? A full day of “Thank you Aunt Janis” and “I love you Aunt Janis!”
I do not need anything more.
12 Days of Yuletide Poetry Day 1: Nature by beautyinallthings, literature
Literature
12 Days of Yuletide Poetry Day 1: Nature
A patchwork umbrella
made of amber, chestnut and chartreuse
but the warm sun still filters through.
The blustery breeze blows
and leaves fall
like a shower of emerald stars.
Days pass slowly
the tree loses its luster
until it is nothing
but a skeleton of its former self.
It is a slow death
leading to a long, solemn slumber.
Bare bones,
naked branches,
reaching for a slate sky
silently begging,
“Bring back the sun.”
It waits
patiently,
lonely,
until the new season comes
and life begins again.
I am the ocean,
beautiful and cruel.
I will give all I can to you
and stay strong
for those who seek comfort in me.
I can be ugly,
with bitter waves crashing down,
assaulting the innocent beach with my rage.
My waters turn dark to match the maelstrom above me.
Heaven and Earth entwined in a deadly dance,
a violent tango, lashing out at all who dare to tame me but
I am wild and I am free,
the strange combination of melancholic melodies and rapturous rhapsodies.
Fear me.
Loathe me.
Curse me.
Embrace me.
Love me,
for I am like you.
I too, bear secrets no one will ever know.
You see my ire
yet, below this rampaging exterior, I am calm,
lonely and
12 Days of Yuletide Poems Day 8: Diversity by beautyinallthings, literature
Literature
12 Days of Yuletide Poems Day 8: Diversity
There are people unlike me
some who believe in one thing,
ones who disagree.
I know the free spiriits
and the hard nosed.
People who go against mainstream
those who get swept up in it
and some who have you to figure that out.
I have laughed with snow leopards,
dragons and foxes.
Witches, non believers and the devout
all of them have taught me.
Feminists, misogynists,
oversexed and virginal.
Each one has a story,
a tale, a lesson.
And with each meeting,
I see new beauty in the world.
12 Days of Yuletide Poems Day 7: People by beautyinallthings, literature
Literature
12 Days of Yuletide Poems Day 7: People
I learned everything from my brother.
His three years over me
proved to be the wisdom I needed.
Without him, I would be lost.
He keeps a cool head when I am upset.
Now a father,
he is so loving.
My brother, who may never know,
that I have spent my entire life
trying to make him proud of me,
to be as good as he is.
Perhaps I will always be the little sister he fought with
and the little sister who shoved him through a wall.
But he is my brother
and I admire him.
12 Days of Yuletide Poems Day 6: Happy Words by beautyinallthings, literature
Literature
12 Days of Yuletide Poems Day 6: Happy Words
My dearest,
let me gently lay my head on your shoulder.
I am safe in your warmth,
your voice like silk.
Here I know I am welcome.
Here I know, I am home.
12 Days of Yuletide Poems Day 5: Christmas by beautyinallthings, literature
Literature
12 Days of Yuletide Poems Day 5: Christmas
Bright rainbow lights
mixed with the slight scent of pine
that is Christmas.
Children laughing,
excited and overjoyed,
that is Christmas
Happiness bubbles everywhere
smiles never cease
that is Christmas.
12 Days of Yuletide Poems Day 4: Surprise by beautyinallthings, literature
Literature
12 Days of Yuletide Poems Day 4: Surprise
“Cancer”
The word alone strikes fear into hearts.
It is like a herald of death,
stealing time from its victims.
Some are lucky and escape its grasp.
Others are not so fortunate.
Cancer gave her ten days,
ten days to say goodbye,
ten days to prepare herself,
ten days to see her loved ones.
The first day of November came
and she had music playing.
It was soft and soothing so she would relax.
Her son, her brother, her daughter, daughter in law
and the only granddaughter she would ever see
watched her breathing slow down
each breath farther apart
until
it stopped.
I never thought I would only have ten days left with my mother.
12 Days of Yuletide Poetry Day 3: Best Day by beautyinallthings, literature
Literature
12 Days of Yuletide Poetry Day 3: Best Day
The rain fell around us
hot and humid.
Mascara ran down my face
but you didn't mind.
Time was running short and
we had to part.
I held you close, you said sweet things to me.
You, my giant,
I felt so tiny.
And you kissed me,
quick, soft.
In that moment,
I was yours
you were mine.
12 Days of Yuletide Poetry Day 2: Gifts and Giving by beautyinallthings, literature
Literature
12 Days of Yuletide Poetry Day 2: Gifts and Giving
Five gifts are wrapped with ribbon and bows. Each one carefully placed. Soon, they will shred the paper, discard the ribbon and ignore the bows. The looks on the faces of the five little children I have watched grow will be worth the crowds, the paper cuts and the hassle. What will I receive? A full day of “Thank you Aunt Janis” and “I love you Aunt Janis!”
I do not need anything more.
12 Days of Yuletide Poetry Day 1: Nature by beautyinallthings, literature
Literature
12 Days of Yuletide Poetry Day 1: Nature
A patchwork umbrella
made of amber, chestnut and chartreuse
but the warm sun still filters through.
The blustery breeze blows
and leaves fall
like a shower of emerald stars.
Days pass slowly
the tree loses its luster
until it is nothing
but a skeleton of its former self.
It is a slow death
leading to a long, solemn slumber.
Bare bones,
naked branches,
reaching for a slate sky
silently begging,
“Bring back the sun.”
It waits
patiently,
lonely,
until the new season comes
and life begins again.
Lives live as webs, each strand touches another, each affects the touched strand, each effect goes on to affect other strands in other webs that wraps back to our own, something you thought long lost can return, something found can be sent on through another strand, lives, loves, friends, foes. One simple strand, a touch, a gesture, a comment, anything you do/did/will do can and will alter another's web. Karma is the top spider of these webs, and fyi.... She can be mean
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Hey, I'm Janis and I'm a writer. I'm very offbeat and eclectic as well.
Current Residence: to be determined later Favourite genre of music: rock Favourite style of art: traditional Operating System: WinXP MP3 player of choice: iPhone Shell of choice: as in seashell? Wallpaper of choice: Perttu of Apocalyptica Skin of choice: I prefer my own Favourite cartoon character: Chibi-Chibi, Sailor Pluto, Shippo Personal Quote: "Whodidwhatnowinthewhere?"
I know, I haven't written anything here since 2012. Can you blame me? I've been through a lot of hell.
I did go through some grief counseling and I went back to school to study business, which isn't my forte.
I've done a lot of cosplay and I even made my own Dalek dress. I'm a bit obsessed with Doctor Who. I put that aside for the time being because believe it or not, I decided to do something with my life. For the past year, I've been a troop leader for an wonderful organization called American Heritage Girls. It's a lot like Girl Scouts but it's centered around the church.
I also started working at a nursery, where I get to play wi
So...I rarely show up here anymore. I'm still artsy and all. Lately, I've been doing a ton of cosplay. I actually made a TARDIS dress. Yes, I made my own version of the Doctor's blue phone box. I also did the Volturi and Bella Swan. Don't get me wrong, I hate Twilight, but I had two very good friends come into town for it. Plus, I have no problems playing a villain. I find it far more fun.
However...all my costuming, writing, everything is on hold. I am taking the rest of the year off.
On November 1, 2012, my mother passed away.
She'd been sick for years and was diagnosed with cancer. It had spread too far and could not be treate
Hey fellow deviants and...others.
November sucked, but then I got some news which still has me both shocked and a little concerned. This might take a few minutes to explain, so bear with me as I stumble through this.
My stepfamily is adopting a beautiful little boy from Ethiopia. I cannot spell his name so I won't attempt that. I'm already in love with him because he's got a head of curly hair. Methinks he and Aunt Janis will get alone great. Like I said, he's so adorable. Every time I see his picture, I just melt. He will be joining out eclectic, multicultural family in February. If you're counting, that makes 3 nephews and a niece